This is one of the most crippling issues I have. My brain just won’t shut off. I’ll think about everything going on. The feeling of my heart pounding so hard I run short of breath. This problem I’ve had a harder time dealing with than any other issue. Between the extreme fear of it never ending and throwing back medication to the point of overdosing. My anxiety has been so bad that I was taking 3 different anti-anxiety drugs all at times at max dosages and still it wouldn’t help. I had gotten to the point of abuse with my pills and at one point I was going through 20-25 Xanax a day just bring my anxiety level down slightly. I couldn’t function without taking 3 pills orally and then snorting another 3. That was the only way my Anxiety attacks would stop. Once it had gotten so bad that I overdosed on Xanax and split the bridge of my nose completely open after passing out from eating over 60 Xanax pills in the course of a hour. Even being a child who suffered from extreme anxiety attacks I still struggle to coup with how to deal with.
Posted by The Digital Lightbox on 2014-06-20 05:06:15
Tagged: , Anxiety , Schizophrenia , schizo , Mental , Disorder